Road to Parenthood......Discovery series contd.....

Sometimes time feels like flying..I look back to June.its just three months ago and time has flied very fast..but I look ahead to Feb and the clock is ticking slow... Strange.. Strange...

I have had the regular monthly chekups and scans all this while... have kept the scan pics of the baby to frame in his first album...All seems normal...THank God..

last time for the chekup , the doc only cheked the heart beat and it was the first time i was hearing the sound...First they couldnt locate and it was all the gurgling noises inside that was audible..then suddenly doc got the track and it started to beat..the resonating sound got louder and louder like big bang and then it was so loud that it could be heard even outside in the hospital corridor.. all of us started laughing.. and doc suddenly removed the instrument.

From past two weeks I have started feeling the baby... its so wonderful..sometimes cant even imagine the concept of another living being inside you..its so wonderful... in school we have studied that offsprings come out of their parents... especially mammals... and we have seen the young plants sprouting from the seeds...But all these theory was just for exams then..The whole outlook about that concept is entirely changed when this is actually happening to you....inside you...

Now that the movements started,I guess i have started worrying a lot.. when i ever i think i am not feeling the kicks , I always think...Is something wrong with the baby...Is the cord around his neck..should i go to doc now... ....... ......... but then after some while my cutie cute will start moving again. I should train myself to stop this unnecessary worrying....Guess he/ she is just playing hide and seek with me.

Thank God its now its ramadan month in office..so only half day for the next one month..thats more than enough time to relax and enjoy... Started reading after long time. For the past two years reading was very less.. no books ..no time....But now deliberately I have started again and it feels wonderful.
Also started listening to music and make my cutie cute also hear music... Who know if the baby will have an inclination to music.. But then... if so or not,, shouldnt i give him/ her the background to learn..Hence all these

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